Mary Fowler – the darling of Australian women's football – has released her first book this week called Bloom, a deeply personal and unflinchingly honest memoir that peels back the layers of life behind the headlines. Published by Penguin, it offers a raw exploration of the Matildas forward’s journey through adversity, identity and self-discovery, revealing a young woman determined to create a life she loves.
What is the book about?
Across 224 candid pages, Fowler shares stories that extend far beyond the football pitch. She reflects on the turbulent years she spent with French club Montpellier, detailing incidents of racism that left her questioning both her place in the sport and her sense of belonging. One of the most confronting moments came when she and Dutch teammate Ashleigh Weerden – two of the few Black players in the squad – were handed bananas instead of flowers at a farewell presentation. Fowler writes of trying to rationalise the incident, yet finding it part of a repeated pattern that contributed to her deep discomfort and emotional struggle.
But Bloom is more than a recount of painful memories. Fowler opens up about her battle with depression, revealing periods of profound loneliness, self-harm, and a desire to step away from football altogether. Her vulnerability invites readers to understand the emotional toll of elite sport and the often invisible pressures placed on young athletes.
Despite the challenges, the book radiates hope. Fowler shares the strategies, habits and values that helped her rebuild: gratitude, trust, nature, boundaries and bravery. She writes about the importance of reaching out for help, the grounding impact of supportive relationships, and the strength that comes from owning her story – rather than letting it own her.
Bloom also weaves in behind-the-scenes insights from her life with the Matildas and includes mindset tools, affirmations and journaling prompts designed to inspire readers in their own journeys.
Where can I buy it?
Bloom is available to purchase now at all good book stores, and online.
